We got an hour back on Sunday,
hundreds of years ago, when there was still
some modicum of hope.
And then the wind came through like a train
on Tuesday, pulling all the leaves down with it
and heaping it into wet greasy piles along the road
while people lined up and marked their ballots.
It was dark long before the polls closed,
yellow light spilling out of concrete rectangles in churches
and town halls and courthouses.
Wednesday broke like an axe splitting wet wood
so I parted the gray curtain of the day
with my dirty gears, wary of squirrels running
left to right across the trail, disappearing like
torn fragments into trees already bare.
Lane Assist System Error,
my car tells me on the way home, confused
by the leaves, the construction, the dark streets.
Acclimated Cruise Control Error!
Crash Mitigation System Error!
No shit,
we all crossed lanes and drove right into it,
opened our arms and let it come in.
In the grim, in the dim, I see my neighbors
standing on the sidewalk and I back up and join them;
four of us standing there mainly not talking
with all the yard signs behind us,
dumbfounded but not surprised.
Well, there’s always the specter of death,
I say, helpfully.
Who knows what the future will bring.
I’ll call the dealer in the morning.
I’ll be extra careful when I drive,
like the old days.
I’ll watch for drunk drivers,
for the cars ahead of me that brake suddenly,
I’ll watch for deer.
I’ll watch out for you, too.
Nailed it. No more hope. Just trepidation and, yes, an unfolding terror at what lies in store. Condolences. Keep writing.
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I still have hope… but it’s hope delayed. I just hope the damage can be eventually undone.
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